Not long now - still broken

Am still grinding through 2+ bottles of wine each and every night.
Now I have the benefit of a quart of 5mg of valium - it knocks me cold and I am snoring....
but still addicted and all that as much as ever...

Keeping my options open

Have been off drinking now for four days straight and am feeling clear headed and fresh.
Will keep off it over the weekend to as am working so will rport back on my progress on Monday